The Handmaid's Tale 151-195

So she starts hanging out with the commander more and he starts giving her magazens to read and look at. he also givs he rhand creem when she asks for it. she also asks about the saying she finds in her closet and he tells her its a joke that means (dont let the basters get you down) also she finds out that the other handmaid hung her self that is why she dosnt have a light in her celing. she talks about when she and Moria were friends right out of school and when she lost her job and was unable to buy things like cigs. she husband had to do all that for her. Then she talks about how her dauter had to get driven to school because tomeny kids go missing. She then talks about the night they tryied to leave and how her husben had to kill the cat. also he was still married when thay started seeing eachother.